It's cloudy outside today, and inside too
In other news, I'm kinda depressed today. I've been feeling it since Saturday night. I know a lot of people are having trouble finding the finances to come to the wedding. It's far from where Victor's family lives, like 14 hours by car, and plane tickets are really expensive. I know some of our friends in Austin are on a really tight budget, and I feel bad that they will have to spend money to drive 9 hours (or fly - even more money) and then stay in a hotel. Because the wedding is at 1pm - not our choice, by the way - it pretty much means anyone driving in has to leave Friday instead of Saturday. I'm not sure how many of my friends in Chicago are going to be able to make it, since that's also a pretty penny for flights, or a grueling 12 hour drive. My family is all over the US, so I have no idea if most of them will even consider coming.

I'd love to get all of my girl friends together on a weekend for a big night of teen movies, facials, manicures, slumber party, etc... but I don't think anyone would be able to come (or maybe even want to come) to Dallas for it. So that makes me really sad. I'm trying to come up with an alternative plan, but nothing I'm coming up with makes me very happy.

Why does something that is supposed to make you happy (getting married) actually ends up being a stressful emotional rollercoaster?